letter to vent

dear you,

thank you for once again proving urself to me and being a total jackass. im sorry i wear my heart on my sleeve. its my fault i guess i trust and love everyone. im sorry for that. i keep hoping for u to be nicer, calmer, and everything u never were. i dnt know if i will ever stop wishing for that but i hope u know i will be permanently damaged because of you.

in the past year i have learnt the true meaning of people and the NASTY ness they are capable of. people you feel u can trust or people who supposedly love you STAB you in the back. its a shame that people only think of their own gain and benefits and dnt look at the bigger picture.

i have gotten to the point where i trust no one besides my few close friends. they are my family. i am so sick and tired of people telling who's to be trusted and who is not to be trusted. you have ALL PROVEN yourselves to me for better or for worse.

just know once you loose my trust, its gone, i have not yet said all the things i want to say and dnt worry when i see you i will. once that is done if i am at fault then i can be the bigger person and say sorry. i will let by gones be by gones BUT if i find out the whole truth and i dnt like it, i will wish u all good luck bc you will need it.

there are certain people who think bc it has not been brought up that i must have forgotten. well just a heads up I HAVENT and i wont. please dnt prove me wrong and give me a reason to dislike u but im trying so hard not to.



i didn't write this to hurt anyones feelings. i wrote this to vent.

ps: if this hurts imagine what i have been feeling for the PAST YEAR.