MARCH-29-2010
My plan to write everyday has been a pathetic fail. Its not even as if I have anything better to do. Well I mean I guess watching hours of tv an eating TV dinners is pretty important. But today is a new day and its time to start a new me. I realize I say this every other week but this time I mean it. Im going to the gym today 1. To meet my best friend who works there and bitch about life and 2. To find out exactly how much it would cost my dear mommy for me to be a member. (VERY NICE of her to offer to pay but i know shes only doing it to get me out of the house more)
Im in a rut and this rut is called LIFE. Im not unhappy but I can stand to be a little happier with my life. Im not motivate to do anything anymore. Everything has become sooo mundane. I dream of living this amazing life, being surrounded by amazing people and doing amazing things all day, but in order for that to happen I must first do something fantastic of course, i do not know that this fantastic thing im supposed to do is but I will figure it out. I think that’s partly another reason im writing. I feel in the mist of all my ramblings, something great will form and come to life.
I must admit while I sit here in the car roasting half to death and writing, it feels almost therapeutic. Of course it could be bc I just turned the air conditioner on to full blast. I mean who knows. Either way im feeling pretty good.
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